sorry

well im sorry ! im bot one to bar my soul to the whole world. sometimes I forget that there is even a world outside my world. well i apologise from the bottom of my heat.
so how have i been yo ask? well, just dandy. not much going on, if you ask me. just the usual money prblems, love issues work politics and blah. adiue

BYEBYE FOR NOW

yes I am leaving but I will be back some time later to chat more . Remeber the jury is still out on the rulin so .............until later!

oh yeah!

that just means that i'm back and happy to be here - if you get my drifT. Ihad a looooooong holiday from wednesday but no I'm found (after being lost for so many days) Any way we had a housewarming gathering - just family(my mothers side actually) and while I had some fun, i'm not what you would call a people's person what with the way I get irritated with small stuff and i'm moody and the works, I was glad to see the day over - regardless of the fact that I have assorted aches on all surfaces of my body and am 2000bob poorer. It was well worth it so who am I to complain. the only down part is - (i'm trying to think of a suitable one but cant seem to find one) nothing. So i guess that means there is no down part. All in all I feel really accomplished. Unuf of yesterday.

today someone told me something that had me thinking hard about myself as an individual and my attitude towards life. It seems that I am conservative and live in my own world. How much out of touch with reality I am, I have no clue. But that made me pose the question: am I really out of touch with reality so much so I always have on darkly tinted rose-colored glasse or is it just that the control freak in me has reared its ugly head and tries to make the whole world(at least that which applies to me) think the way I do? well I suspect its a little of both but then again, no doctor can cure themselves so i guess the jury is still out on that one. for now adios

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Yes I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE SCREAMING. Thing are not going well at all. First I,m Broke like a weak joke then I keep hitting dead ends! Will this day end ell or what? To make matters worse, Internet my trusty companion is shaky. I keep getting in and out. Its just not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody get me some cheese with my whine!

today!!!!!!!

yes i woke up early enough, hoping against hope that the client scheduled to check in at 4.00 am (that unGodly hour). then....................... he did not show. then the driver who was to do a transfer came late with no apologies.hmmmmMEN then I thought that the day would move on well
Lo and Behold, I thought too soon. The driver called to tell me that he had created a problem and wanted me to solve it. Haiiiiiiiii. not me! never! so I told him that in kinder words. and sent him on his way.
and my hand over arrived 2 1/2minutes late but no worries i am out of here!
mmmmwaahhhhhhhhh